Tuesday, 18 August 2015

My Journey

This is my first blog post! I have to say it’s extremely daunting to actually put this online but it’s something I have thought about doing for a while and I’m going to give it a try! Honestly, I don’t expect anyone to read my blog but if someone does then great! I really hope you enjoy it!

There are two reasons why I decided to start a blog, the first being that I love to write and the second is that I really want to start looking after myself. At the moment I’m working as a research engineer and part of that involves writing papers to publish your findings. I complain a lot about this part of my work, but secretly I love it! I find that it helps me to understand my work so much more, you can’t write something down and then present it as fact without being 100% confident in it. So you end up spending an awful lot of time just reading around the topic to make certain that you know exactly what it is you’re talking about! This brings me on to the second reason for starting a blog – I really want to start looking after myself, but I haven’t a clue what I’m doing!! I want to lose some weight, get fit, eat right and take care of my skin and hair (who doesn’t?). A year ago, I had gotten very unfit and my clothes were either really tight or didn’t fit, my skin was starting to look dull, my hair…we won’t even go there… and I ended up being quite unhappy with myself. As well as that, I was often tired, had no energy and found it hard to concentrate. So, to try and make a change for a better me, I hopped right onto the health and fitness bandwagon and promptly fell right back off! I tried this a few times but it never seemed to stick and I couldn’t understand why. I blamed myself for having no will-power but this isn’t me; when I put my mind to something there’s usually no stopping me! So why couldn’t I get the results I wanted even though I was so determined? 


Photo cred: Sparkpeople

What I have found is that it’s not for want of trying, it’s because it’s confusing! When it comes to healthy eating, there are so many different diets that you don’t really know what it is that you’re actually supposed to be eating! You have people who avoid carbs, people who say they are good for you, people who swear by plant-based diets and those who prefer paleo. When I’m trying to find out what’s right for me, I get lost in a sea of buzz-words: gluten-free, low-fat, sugar-free, antioxidants, super-foods… stop, I’m not able! All I really want to do is to find out how to nourish myself so that I can fuel my body properly and that I can have the energy I need to get me through the day, and if that helps me look better too, then how bad?! My problem with exercise though is without a doubt, motivation. To a certain extent, the fact that I haven’t been able to adopt a healthier lifestyle has been down to a lack of will power. I come home in the evenings tired and the last thing I want to do is half-heartedly look online for some healthy dinner recipe when it would be so much easier to just put on my pyjamas, order a pizza and watch tv!


I am currently a healthy weight according to my BMI, but I am unfit and, despite my best intentions and efforts, I don’t have a healthy lifestyle. This is what I want to change. I am using this blog as my online diary of making a change for a healthier lifestyle and sticking with it this time. My reasoning for thinking that writing will help me to achieve my health and fitness goals is that if I’m putting this in a public forum, it will force me to actually research healthy meals, the right type of food to eat, how to get the most out of my workouts and finally get in to all the clothes I’ve been dreaming of wearing!!

I really enjoy reading other people's blogs and I have been inspired by them to try to adopt a healthier lifestyle. I have convinced myself that no one will read this and that's fine, at the end of the day this is for me! But if you are like me and you find it hard to digest the wealth of information that's available on how to become fit and healthy, and you do read my blog, then I hope you find it enjoyable and maybe even helpful too!


Niamh x

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